Thursday, November 4, 2010

My immortal

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

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沒人能懂我的心情...
根本就沒有...
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被搞成這個樣子....
我卻是得不到我想要的東西...
而且是永遠都不會....
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我現在算是在發明星夢嗎?
還是我在浪費時閒發白日夢...
告訴自己...
離開這裡吧...
這裡你不會得到什麽...
得的東西,都是絕望....
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老天..
暗示我好嗎?
告訴我..
我現在所作的東西...
是對,還是錯...
我捨不得一切....
我想靜靜的收拾行李....
偷偷地離開這個地方....
什麽人都不會告訴...
從新生活....
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問題是...
我做到嗎??
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一切由我來決定...
慢慢的...
我就會懂答案了.......

Outing~~

Quick blog...
went to queensbay with
Sia Siao Hui
on my off day yesterday..
:)
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fitting room @ jusco
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hmmmm
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* our couple meal....:)
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i like this dress....
but i didnt buy...:(
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* i LOVE this...
therefor,i bought it..:)
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at pizza hut...:)
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*me and siao mei mei...
haha
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PIZZA HUT:)
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ymmm! mushroom soup!
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eating my pizza.....
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This is at gurney...hehe
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woahhhh~~~~
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taken by sia siao hui....
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:)
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This is siao mei mei...:)
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*this at gurney...:)
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margaret

Monday, November 1, 2010

Goodbye OLD life


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Well...
Many things happen this few days...
many many things....
which involve me and her..
which has been interrupt by someone...
and causes friends all dont like me anymore...
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but why do i care...
that person only wanted revenge...
so that i will stay away...
so that i will lose everything..
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i can tell you that you are wrong....
wrong and wrong...
i have my carrier to continue..
i've learned to trust myself...
since before i lack of trust in friends...
which i have been betrayed before..
and now im right again....
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so whats the point of me sad because of some small
things?
whats the point?
my friend say that you're right...
but my side there was people who really know you....
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i can be myself...
so dont waste your time take revenge...
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so goodbye old life...
and i have confident in my life....
and i also know..
That person will support me...
even though she listen different things from
different people...
but she choose to believe me...
Thank you....
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*wink*
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Margaret

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