Friday, December 31, 2010

The End of 2010

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Today is the end....
ENd of 2010.....
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I have many things to left behind....
leave behind all memory...
all the history...
all the past....
Look foward...
and be a better person....
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I know i can do good in the future....
i know i have my future in my hand...
I cant waste time anymore...
For im gonna be 21 in 2011...
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already grown up..
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Im not a child anymore...
i must be independent than others...
i cant be like the past...
which i think that im really stupid...
Grown up...
and also think wisely...
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so, goodbye 2010....
Hello 2011....
Welcome to my life...
and lead me to a better way of living....
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Happy New Year....
2011
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Margaret

Thursday, December 23, 2010

All i want for CHRISTMAS....XD

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I dont want a lot for Christmas...
There's just one thing i need,
I dont care about presents,
Underneath the Christmas tree,
I just want YOU for my own,
More than you could ever know,
Make my WISH come TRUE.....
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That is..
ALL i want for Chrismas, is you~~
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I dont need to hang my stocking...
There upon the fireplace...
Santa Claus wont make me happy,
With a toy on Christmas day...
I just wan YOU for my OWN..
More then you could ever know...
Make my wish Come true....
All i want for Christmas, is YOU~~
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To my Lord:
So please my lord,
heard my prayer,
give me a sign,
to show me that you had heard me,
all the sorrow and pain i face througout the journey,
i believe its just a test...
I know im strong,
i know im tough,
i know you love me
and will gave me strength to face...
Thank you for showing me,
what i have done this last 2 years,
you've awaken me....
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As for YOU~~
Your mine i know...
Doesnt matter what i've face...
i've belong to you...
No regrettes...
Thank you for appearing into my life....
without you i wont be leaving those craps....
Craps that distroy my life...
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To the person i hate...
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YUP...
i hate you...
and i know u know who i know you are....
once dislike, there's no return..
you distroy my life...
but i still want to thank you,
without you, i wont know that i've make a mistake.
without you, i wont know the real face....
so,
thank you...
but i still dislike you...
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Lastly,
All i want for Christmas,
Still is
YOU!!
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Merry Christmas XDXXD
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Margaret

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

笑一笑,沒設麽大不了....

*curly hair....
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*笑一笑,沒什麽大不了...:)
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笑,能讓我忘掉煩惱...
能讓我開心...
即使你幾不開心都好,
要學會笑...
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有人告訴我,
其實我笑容很美,
爲什麽我不笑多點呢?
我笑容真的美嗎?
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以前,我很不喜歡笑...
因爲我覺得,我笑得很丑...
直到有一天,
我在鏡子面前,看者我自己的笑容....
看看,到底要怎樣微笑,
拍照,才會美....
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我喜歡自拍,
我喜歡外排...
我很羡慕那些很上鏡的人...
我很羡慕拍照自然的人...
可說,我很喜歡拍照....
但,我不會很上鏡,
我,只好欣賞別人的照片就可以了.........
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某人說我笑起來,很美,
勸我多笑...
我真在學習,
沒鏡子,我笑得很不自在...
我及時才能笑得自然呢??
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中學的時候,
很多人不喜歡我,因爲我看起來
很驕傲...
看起來很不喜歡和人説話哪种人...
我聼了,就告訴他們...
'你們不懂我那時很害羞,不敢説話...”
他們參我久了,才說。
原來我是那麽瘋的...
一個一個就慢慢的欺負我了...哈哈...
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在做工,
很多trainee
都告訴我...
第一眼看到我,以爲我很兇.
以爲我是坏女生.......
但,和他們相處只需要三天,
他們就可以欺負我了....
啊。。。。。。。。
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想你..
突然好想你....
你會在那裏?
會不會想我?
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今天本來説好不吃東西...
但,計劃失敗了...
雪伊,你還要不要幾小時候提醒我?
今天失敗了....
加油!
今天四點才能睡...
TT...
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margaret

Friday, November 26, 2010

打噴嚏...

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今天一大早.
就打噴嚏了....
還打了不停...
鼻子沒癢...
也沒覺得冷....
有人,
在想我嗎?
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這兩天都在淋雨,
前天林雨后,
開始頭痛了...
但過後沒事...
*因爲我堅強痲*哈哈*
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昨天因爲塔巴士回家,
走進家時,要淋雨...
可能是我很久沒塔巴士了,
覺得很暈車,
肚子友好餓好餓....
哎.....
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代會要做工了...
爸爸載我去,
回呢,我爸會載我嗎?
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好了...
就到此爲止.....
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margaret


今天....

今天。。
十一月二十五日....
不懂爲什麽,
覺得今天是個倒黴的一天..
可講說,昨天我真的很開心...
那星期三,我不覺得寂寞的一晚...
但昨天,不是每次都有哪一天...
所以我覺得很珍惜.....
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今天,
很早就到公司了....
吃了點巧克力麵包...
*好好吃*
我很開心...
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開始做工
一直到為,
我都很精....
很開心的和我trainee和
crew leader
一起做工...
答應好我的朋友,
四點有練舞....
但最後一分鐘告訴我有taining.....
那時我告訴她,我不能因爲有東西作...
今天會忙....
我很討厭last minute的事...
我會很煩很生氣...
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就比如說我今天應了我leader得嘴...
告訴他,我真的很不喜歡這樣...
最近我又被別部門的人講....
我到底做錯什麽???
我開心來做工也有錯嗎???
到最後我還是被他講
講到我哭了...
trainee安慰我別哭...
但我還是很生氣.....
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過後塔巴士去新世界....
我第一次塔去那裏,
不懂怎麽下車...
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在巴士裏,
我感覺很寂寞...
我不喜歡寂寞....
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練了舞,
七點塔巴士回家...
拿車鎖飾然後找愛地吃東西...
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趕去練習....
練到十一點....
何soon and viin講話...
他們要回家鄉了....
鎮捨不得...:(
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現在在家上網,寫下我心情....
我還是討厭她...
討厭人很累....
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這種生活要習慣...
縂有一天,
我會得到想要得的東西......
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Margaret

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Photoshooting

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went for photoshooting at botanical garden
with yumi last sunday...
and i late to work too..
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2 are 2 sampples..
waiting 4 more pictures...:)
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margaret

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

習慣....

我...
這樣的生活...
到底算,好?
還是不好?
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工作方面,
最近發生了很多事....
弄到我很沒心情做工...
去做工,都帶者苦臉去...
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金錢方面,
我也面對不少問題....
也是最頭痛的一個...
弄到我更加沒心情.......
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但有時候,
做自己忙,
做給自己很累...
因爲我不想胡思亂想....
跳舞跳到整身痛,
跳到累....
把時間排得滿滿....
不留時間給自己....
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現在以爲有得去跳舞...
不在家想東西...
老實説我怕寂寞...
多想有人陪我在身邊...
但我還得面對....
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今天突然想寫下我心情...
我所想的東西...
我想要的東西....
討厭和恨一個人,真得很累....
何人吵架,弄到自己很煩....
我什麽都不想做,
想趕快把我的夢想完成...
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不喜歡所有看小我的人....
不喜歡那些看小我事業的人...
更加不喜歡那些嘲笑我的人.....
我那麽積極要完成我夢想...
就是想告訴你們,
你們錯了!!
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我有我的思想...
你們不了解就算了...
我給你們罵得狗血淋頭,
罵得幾離譜都好,
雖然心很傷,
但你們要罵,就罵得痛快點吧...
我生活,由我自己管.....
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無論如何,
我要學習作個快樂的人,
學習珍惜我身邊的人,
朋友及家人....
我發覺到,
他們,在我無助時,
幫我很多...
我很感謝他們....
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今天的日子,
就過得快樂,簡單點吧.....
**cheers**
:)
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margaret

Monday, November 15, 2010

New Hair Cut...:)

YEsterday went for a hair cut...
and also did treatment for my hair.....
well...
have to treat my hair once awhile....
my hair is seriously damage.....
lol....
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after hair cut..
went to danzity to celebrate willy's
and colline birthday.....
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yesterday happened many things..
unespected...
although i knew that this will happen...
what should i do??
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My dance competition is coming soon...
Dec 11...
i need to choreo...
i need to choreo....
arghhhhh.....
choreooooo....
god....
give me creative idea ya... :)
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well...wish me luck
in everything...:)
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*me and my sweetie eva....:P
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MArgaret


Friday, November 12, 2010

下雨天了,怎么办?
我好想你...
不敢打给你,我找不到原因....
为什么失眠的声音,
变得好熟悉....
承莫的场景,做你的代替...
陪我等雨停...
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期待,让人越来越疲惫...
谁和我一样,等不到他的谁....
爱上你我总在学会,寂寞的滋味....
一个人撑伞,一个人察泪,
一个人,好累....
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怎样的雨?
怎样的夜?
怎样的我能让你,更想念...
雨要多大?
天要多黑?
才能够,有你的体贴...
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其实,
没有我,
你分不出那些差别,
结局还能多明显...
别说你会难过,
不说你想改变...
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被爱的人不用道歉......



Pictures

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Just a simple snap
during my MC day..
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Margaret

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

wish

Teenage dream...
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teenage wish...
its just like that..
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Margaret





Tuesday, November 9, 2010

My oFf day......

Today is my off day...
this morning get a morning call...
haha...
so im awake...
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after that i do some dancing for awhile
my sister's diciplin teacher called
and say that my sis dyed her hair...
i have 2 go and fetch her....
after fetch
i stay at home for awhile
then i go to clinic.....
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but before that....
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*yeeee
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*muaccckkk...
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some photos...
playing with my lips....
hahaxxx...
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after that i went to my panel clinic.....
OMG...
they decided to remove my nail.....
and i agreed...
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it was a nightmare for me...
i cried and i shouted in the clinic
while they are taking out my nails....
you can imagine how was the pain......
even they inject something
but its still pain like helll.....!
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i drive back alone...
and it was a damn!!
all the way i was crying and
drinving my car
because im in pain...
but i have 2 bare the pain.....
i cant do anything...
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* this is my leg....
have to go back clinic 2moro for dressing and im on
MC for 2 days....
haih....
hope i can recover fast..
i need 2 pratise for my dance competition....
i need 2 dance...
i dun wan to be like that!!
arggghh!
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well.;;
wish me well soon....
:)
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margaret


OUting OUting OUTING~~~

Another outing.....
this time is with
Yumi, Ai dee and Siao hui....
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Went to queensbay after work..
decided to buy dress for photoshooting...:)
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firstly, we went to eat 1st..
4get whats the name called..
but its nice..:)
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*siao hui and yumi..
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*aidee...:)
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*and me....yummmm:)
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After that we went to the faceshop...
have a look for almost 1 hour
then we say we come back again...
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and then we went to jusco to buy my shirt...
but first we try and have photoshoot session..
hahahaha...
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*woahhh....siao hui and sexy yumi....
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*aidee and yumi...
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*2 orang gila....haha
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*me and siao hui
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*yumi and siao hui...
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*yumi, aidee and me...:)
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*after that we went to the faceshop and buy our things...
haha...
then we felt tired..
so we sit awhile...
have a group pict....
all tired d.....lol
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AFTER that..
we went for
ICE-CREAM.......:)
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WELL..
the end....
went back after that...
next i will be uplaoding
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margaret



Thursday, November 4, 2010

My immortal

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

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沒人能懂我的心情...
根本就沒有...
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被搞成這個樣子....
我卻是得不到我想要的東西...
而且是永遠都不會....
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我現在算是在發明星夢嗎?
還是我在浪費時閒發白日夢...
告訴自己...
離開這裡吧...
這裡你不會得到什麽...
得的東西,都是絕望....
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老天..
暗示我好嗎?
告訴我..
我現在所作的東西...
是對,還是錯...
我捨不得一切....
我想靜靜的收拾行李....
偷偷地離開這個地方....
什麽人都不會告訴...
從新生活....
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問題是...
我做到嗎??
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一切由我來決定...
慢慢的...
我就會懂答案了.......

Outing~~

Quick blog...
went to queensbay with
Sia Siao Hui
on my off day yesterday..
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fitting room @ jusco
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* our couple meal....:)
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i like this dress....
but i didnt buy...:(
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* i LOVE this...
therefor,i bought it..:)
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at pizza hut...:)
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*me and siao mei mei...
haha
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PIZZA HUT:)
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ymmm! mushroom soup!
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eating my pizza.....
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This is at gurney...hehe
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woahhhh~~~~
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taken by sia siao hui....
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This is siao mei mei...:)
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*this at gurney...:)
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margaret

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