Wednesday, October 8, 2008

too much.....of what?

it seem that im have too much of thinking...
its all the negative side...
why it should be like this?
and if its like this...
i have to accept...
but i just cant let it gone just like that....
im very hurt....i just cant accept the truth..
i keep telling myself that its nothing to be sad of...
because it is not worth for me to be sad...
i can find a new one...in just a short while...
but i just cant let go of hiM.....
i just wish that i could see him and just stick with him...
but i thinks its impossible now...
we have less contact now and i think i have saw him taking his partner out..
i dont know whether its him or not but i just dont want to think about it...
i keep telling myself i've saw the wrong people...

we use to hang out together...
sms throughout the day...
joking around...
but now...
he is gone far away from me....
i just cant imagine what i will feel if i saw him with his partner....
maybe.......

my friends all advise me to forget about him...
but i cry when i think of him before i went to sleep...
im so stupid...
i should not like him at the first place...
why...why it must be him...

now i have nobody....
im alone....
i wish that somebody will help me forget about hIm...
because i know that we are impossible...
impossible to be together....
although i know he still likes me...
but he still choose his partner....

What do you think of Rain Soul?